Miscellaneous musings...

Not quite sure what kind of post will result from all these thoughts and feelings swirling around in me. It is bound to be a miscellaneous little stream of consciousness. Bear with me.

First off, I got one of the nicest compliments today at church. My friend was sitting next to me when she leaned over and told me she had gotten the movie Mary Poppins for her children. They were watching the movie as a family when her daughter announced that Mary Poppins reminded her of me! How cute is that?!? For goodness sake, she is "practically perfect in every way!" (Not to mention Julie Andrews is one of my heroes and she won an Oscar for that role.) I took it as a supreme compliment and it totally made my day. Thank you Madison. :)

I have had several experiences as of late that have caused me to think a lot about love and different kinds of love. I think that is one thing I would like people to say of me -- she knew how to love. I wish I had more of that perfect Christlike love; you know the kind that is patient, kind, and long suffering. I want to have charity. I love my children so completely. Leaving my children last week was an interesting mix of emotions, but I was almost overwhelmed with my love and adoration of them. I would do anything for them. I have so much hope for them and all that they are going to become. Then there is my amazing, sweet, handsome husband. I thought I loved him when we got married, but that pales to where we are now. The last 12 years with him have taught me a lot and the more I learn about him the more I find to love. I couldn't have guessed what is an amazing father he would be. I didn't know his first impulse would always be to give the benefit of the doubt and see how he could serve. Unfortunately, those are not my first reactions and he is an incredible example to me. I am learning that when you truly love, pride can become a servant to that love. I first discovered that with Ken, but I now apply that lesson to other relationships. My personal happiness becomes secondary. I want to love and serve more fully my family, friends, and others. I know I still have much to learn, but I want to love even more than before and grow closer to that perfect love.

Speaking of perfect love, I am in awe of the love of God. I know I take much for granted. At church today I was taught exactly what I needed. It started with the opening hymn of How Great Thou Art. It was hard to hold back the tears as I sang the third verse...

And when I think that God, his Son not sparing,
Sent him to die, I scarce can take it in,
That on the cross my burden gladly bearing
He bled and died to take away my sin,
Then sings my soul, my Savior God, to thee,
How great thou art! How great thou art!

That beautiful hymn seemed to invite the Spirit into my heart and I was prepared to learn and worship. Bro. Breen spoke on the atonement of the Savior and Bro. Sorenson spoke on the temple. Then I taught my Sunday School class on the power of personal prayer. Many scriptures and quotes from church leaders were just what I needed to hear. Sis. Acker taught about repentance in Relief Society. I am so thankful for the truths that were taught and to a loving Father that helped me to hear the messages shared.

Easter is quickly approaching and I want to use this time to better focus my life on Jesus Christ. I know He is my Savior. I am preparing to sing O Divine Redeemer in church next Sunday. My deepest desire is to share my deep love and testimony of Him through music. I spend much of my time feeling insignificant, worthless, and incapable of the tasks before me. And then I am reminded of the sweet and matchless gift of the atonement. I know with God all things are possible and He sent His Son "to save a wretch like me." I am so grateful for the gospel and the many tender mercies I am blessed with.

Two years ago today...

my little Peyton was born. What happened to my baby? She is getting so big! I was watching her play at the park with her brother and sister the other day and I was thinking about how fast it has gone by. Truly like a blink of the eye. Our family would be so different without her. She is the happiest little kid around. She is such a light and joy. I am in constant amazement at how much she is learning. I love her little sayings; "ruff, ruff" means a dog, "here you go", singing "clean up, clean up", and many others. We spent time today working on her saying, "I'm two." Too cute!

I am so blessed to be her mom. She is my treasure and my little princess. Happy birthday Peyton!

Meeting her brother and sister for the first time.

A few days ago riding the carousel at the zoo.

So much love...

I have returned home from Oklahoma; luckily without incident. :) I had a fun and fabulous time with my family, especially my siblings. I think of my love for them often, but I want to write it down and share it. Too often I let these kind of things go unsaid. I love you all!

My sister Codi and I have had our ups and downs over the years, as probably all sisters have. The more we grow up, the more ups we have and the more I enjoy being around her. Maybe it is because we share so many similarities. We both have families of our own and are doing the best we can at being mothers. There is so much I admire about Codi; she is fun to be around, always speaks her mind, is an amazing scriptorian, and has wonderful spiritual reflexes. I am so blessed that she is my sister! We are pretty different in many ways, but we have a great time whenever we get together and I always to forward to the next time we can hang out.

My brother Clint is about one of the coolest people you could ever hang out with. Even when I was a senior in high school I loved it when Clint would hang out with me and my friends. (And more than one of them had crushes on my cute little brother!) One thing is for sure, you will always have a good time when Clint is around. He is very charming and can schmooze with the best of them. He can also be very witty and clever. You always need to be on your toes with Clint. It is sometimes hard to get him to sit still for a "serious conversation", but if you can, it is well worth it. He has such an interesting way of looking at things. You know the things he is sharing are really thought out. He likes to put on a tough front, but on the inside he has such a tender heart -- he has the heart of a peacemaker. He has such amazing potential and I can't wait to see what he chooses to do with it all!

I am so proud of the success Clint is having in the Army. He is heading over to Iraq soon is totally willing to fight for our country. I thank him for his service and courage.


Cyle and I are like matching bookends. Out of all my siblings, I think he and I are the most similar in personality and our view of life (and both BYU grads). I think the world of him and I think he is absolutely amazing! I was so excited and grateful that he came to pick me up from the airport. It was such a treat to get to talk to him during the drive. I could talk to Cyle for hours and hours. He is so easy to be with and is one of those low maintenance people. He knows how to build up those around him and people love to be around him. He is so much stinkin' fun to hang out with! I think growing up with Clint made Cyle develop his talent for a quick comeback. I wish I could talk smack as well as my two little brothers. :) Cyle is organized, knows what he wants, and is willing to work hard to make it a reality. He has had to do some difficult things lately and I impressed with how he has handled them. He has a wonderful reliance and trust in the Lord. He also has an undeviating testimony of the gospel and is willing to share that with others. I am so proud of him and all of his many successes. There are great things in store for him!

So basically I think I have a pretty cool family. I thank God everyday for my dear family; for my incredible parents and my brothers and sister. I look forward to spending eternity with such fantastic people! I am so blessed. (Thanks dad and mom for flying me out to OK!)

It's genetic...

We have had a blast being together today. I love hanging out with my family, even if we are all a little crazy. Sadly, all too soon we will be spread to the four winds again

Mad Skills...

I bowled a 165 on Wii bowling. It was a great way to unwind after the flight from hell.

My parents decided to get a Wii for "the grandkids." :)

I could have flown to Hawaii...

You know, you hear about those horrible flying incidents on the news and hope it never happens to you. Well today it did. Yesterday in Denver was a beautiful day in the 70's. This morning I woke up to a white blanket covering everything. The weather was nasty as I drove to the airport. (On a total serendipity my parent flew me out to Oklahoma to spend a few days with my brother Clint who had just gotten back from a two year tour in Korea. He is stateside for about two months of training before he goes to Iraq.) So even though the security line was horribly long, I got through and made it to my plane somewhat surprised that there was no delay because of the weather. So I board the plane and we pushed back from the gate on time. However, it took forever to get up to the runway and be de-iced. Then we sat so long waiting to take off that we had to be de-iced again. By this time it is already after the time I was already supposed to be in Oklahoma, but we finally take off. We are in the air and about halfway there when the pilot comes on the intercom saying that there is a mechanical malfunction and we have to turn around and go back to Denver!!! No way! So I call Cyle and my dad and tell them to turn around and go back home. At this point it seems clear that I am going to miss my dad's birthday dinner. Darn. Speaking of food, I am starving. I have now been on the plane for 3 hours. The malfunction was a quick fix (so they said) so they would not let us off to get any food. Keep in mind, this is one of those small prop. planes and they don't have any food on board. So it takes over an hour for them to fix the sensor problem. Then we get back out to be de-iced, for the third time mind you. We finally take off. I have been stuck on this cramped plane for over 5 hours. So I keep reading my book, The Scarlet Pimpernel, but my whole body is getting sore. After some not so fun turbulence, we land in Oklahoma City. The entire plane cheered. So I finally get off of the plane a mere 7 stinkin' hours after I got on. You have got to be kidding me?!?!?!?!?

Well, at least I finished my book for book club this month.

Words of a poet...

My favorite Billy Joel song did not get played last night, unless you count in the car on the way home. :) Ever since high school I have loved And So It Goes (Thanks Mr. Pellaton). I wish I had the words of a poet. Sadly, that is not one of my talents. For example the last part of this song...

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

Holy cow! Seriously beautiful words that speak right to the vulnerability of being in love. That sentiment takes my breath away...

More Piano Man...

The Piano Man...

The Piano Man...

Last night was so much stinkin' fun! We got to go see Billy Joel in concert. It was incredible! Ken and I have been wanting to see him live for years. Poor Ken though, he was/is sicker than a dog, (seriously, this never happens -- he is very rarely sick) but he didn't seem to care if he was on his deathbed, he was going to the concert (to the chagrin of my "back-up date.") Even though he is now back in bed for another day, it was totally worth it. Billy Joel is an incredible performer!

It all started back in December when I heard he was coming to town. I was thinking I would be so clever and surprise Ken for Christmas. We had already decided not to do Christmas presents to each other because we had gone to NYC, so he really would not be expecting anything. I was able to keep my mouth shut about it until the day before tickets went on sale -- quite the accomplishment for me because I was so excited at my own cleverness. :) So imagine my disappointment when Ken called up that day and asked if we had any plans for the evening of February 28. "Nooooo," I said cautiously. When he told me he wanted to go to the concert, I threw my little fit and told him all about thwarting my plans! Bummer!

In any case, we got tickets with Holly and Brian. Nosebleed seats, but we didn't care. Then my friend Liz and her husband, Dave decided to go to the concert as well so we had an awesome triple date. So fun!!!


We had dinner downtown at a great restaurant, Dixon's. Delicious food. But even better than the food was the great company! We had such a spectacular time talking with each other. Then we walked to Pepsi Center for the concert. It was an beautiful Colorado night and it was great walking through downtown. Ken and I really have never spent much time in Denver except at the performing arts complex. What a great town!

The concert was packed. Billy played for about two hours. The only problem with having a recording career for over 30 years is that there is no way he could ever fit in all our favorites. He did perform a ton of songs though; River of Dreams, We Didn't Start the Fire, Always a Woman, Scenes from an Italian Restaurant, My Life, Root Beer Rag, Still Rock and Roll to Me, and many others. Yes, I was up dancing and singing. And of course, his final encore was Piano Man. A great show!!!!

Missing Molly...

Today I am really missing my friend Molly. When we lived next door to each other in Provo we would watch all the award shows together. Tonight is the Oscars. (Why do I love these dumb award shows?!?) I wish my friend Molly were here so we could watch it together, comment on the dresses, and put in our 2 cents whenever possible. As it is, I will be watching the Academy Awards by myself -- Ken thinks it is dumb. Molly, I miss you!

My little cupid...

Just before Valentine's Day, Miss Jen, Trevor's preschool teacher arranged for the boys to go sing and pass out valentines at Cinnamon Park, a nursing home. The boys did such a great job singing You Are My Sunshine and two I Love You songs. The audience was enraptured and requested an encore of You Are My Sunshine. The boys then passed out valentines to all the residents. They were so cute!!! At the end, Jen asked me to sing an impromptu number. I sang one of my favorite songs, Someone To Watch Over Me. I thought it would be a good choice and saw many of the residents mouthing the words along with me.

Thanks so much to Jen -- the bestest preschool teacher ever! The boys love her so much, are learning a ton, and she is fantastic with them. I really appreciate the opportunity for the boys to perform this small service. I know Trevor really enjoyed the field trip with his teacher and friends.

Check out these cute singing cupids...

Political ambition part 2...

So I decided not to run for trustee. Too much going on right now in our lives. I can see myself loving something like that in the future, but now is not the right season for that. So I have decided to aspire to a more feasible political goal. This lofty goal is to memorize the Mitt Romney rap. My kids and I are getting ever closer to this extremely worthy endeavor.

Political ambition?

Yesterday I was able to attend our district assembly as a delegate from precinct #239. It was an interesting meeting where we got to hear from several people that were running for county positions and elect delegates to attend the state GOP convention. I was excited to get elected. I am looking forward to going to the state convention in May. I love learning more about the political process here in Colorado. I am meeting some wonderful and dedicated people. It is also great getting to know more people from our community. Maybe when Governor Romney runs again, I will try to be a national delegate. :)

At the meeting I had a very interesting conversation. I was approached by Jason that I had met at caucus a couple of weeks ago. He told me that he was running for mayor of Firestone in the April elections and would like me to run for a position on the board of trustees. I admit I am completely intrigued. I am concerned because I have not really been involved with local politics before, but as we talked more, I realized I have a rather common sense opinions and Jason agreed totally with my conservative leanings. I finally said, but I'm just a mom. He reassured me that a mom with a vested interest in building the community would be very valuable and my experience teaching in both public and charter schools would be helpful. I have thought for some time that I would love to get more involved in local politics and this opportunity is very exciting. I am praying for guidance. There is so much going on in our family, my teaching, rehearsing, and performing schedule, Ken possibly taking a new job where he would be gone a lot more, our church service (especially Ken's bishopric stuff), trying expand our family, and of course taking care of the kids and our home. As much as I would like to do this, it might not be the right season for our family. In any case, I have until tomorrow to make up my mind.

"You gotta have friends..."

This song has been running through my head. When it was time for gymnastics this morning I called out to Trevor, "Hey buddy we gotta go." Peyton ran up to me with sheer joy in her face yelling, "Yia!" (That would be Lydia, her bestest bud.) When I explained to her that we weren't going to Lydia's house but taking Trevor to gymnastics, she stuck out her lips in her best pout and cried, "mo yia!" (More Lydia!) So super cute! I know how important my friends are to me and I am glad my children are forming good friendships even at their young ages. Peyton, at not even two, is the perfect example of why "you gotta have friends."

It must be a man thing...

Because I totally don't understand the thrill of going camping in freezing temperatures and in the snow. Tonight Ken is headed up to Klondike and he is so excited. He has been talking about it almost non-stop for days. Seriously, I don't get it. Tonight while he freezes (of his own free will, mind you) I will be curled up in front of the fire. Then to top it off, I will sleep in my comfy bed (as opposed to the cold, hard ground) with my flannel sheets and electric blanket. Oh, I love being a woman!

A tribute to my valentine...

I have such cool blogging friends that inspire me to copy their fabulous ideas! This one comes from Kris...

On this Valentine's day I wanted to pay tribute to my very most specialist valentine, my husband Ken. He will probably be embarrassed by this. Our "filters" are a bit different when it comes to what we are willing to share. But this is my journal/blog so I can do what I want. :) Maybe this is totally unromantic, but I have never thought there is just one person that you could be happy with. But I am so blessed and grateful that Ken is the one that chose me to spend the rest of time with him. I am so loving the journey that we are on together!


WHAT IS HIS NAME?
Kenneth David Siders

When we first met I wasn't too keen on the name Ken, and I mostly called him Kenneth. I still really like Kenneth, but now I usually call him Ken. The whole "s" at the end of Siders really threw me too. We were engaged before I knew for sure that his last name (and soon to be mine) was Siders not Sider.


HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED?
It will be 12 years on June 29th.



HOW DID YOU MEET AND HOW LONG DID YOU DATE?
We met in our first class on the first day of our Sophomore year at BYU -- keyboard harmony. I think we had almost every class together that semester. We started hanging out (as friends) about the 3rd day of school. I had just gotten out of a serious relationship and was not wanting to date at all, so when about a month later Ken asked me out on a date, I totally freaked out. I felt very awkward about it because I didn't want to ruin our friendship. In retrospect, I believe Ken was sent to me. I was actually not in a very healthy mental place at that time and was very depressed. I finally got a clue when I realized I was really happy around Ken. I figured there would be no harm in dating and I needed a rebound guy. :) So we started actually dating in October, got engaged in March, and were married in June. Some rebound, huh?

(On my birthday not too long after we started dating.)

WHO SAID I LOVE YOU FIRST?
I did. I knew I loved him quite awhile before I figured out I was "in love" with him. I was completely shocked when it slipped out, very softly, as we were waiting in line for concert tickets. He didn't respond at all so I thought I was safe and he hadn't heard me. It turns out that he did hear me and later when we were alone, he told me he loved me too.


WHO SLEEPS ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE BED?
I do. I think we had slept on the same sides since we have been married. I do remember one night we swapped, but it was too weird, so the next night we were back to normal.


WHO MOWS THE LAWN?
Ken.


WHO DRIVES?
Ken usually does. When we are on a road trip we switch off though.


WHO IS MORE STUBBORN?
I don't want to admit it, but that would be me.


WHO KISSED WHO FIRST?
This is still an area of contention for us. Technically, I did, but he was totally looking at me like he wanted to kiss me. Trust me, I knew that look. He did not complain. :)


WHO PROPOSED?
For the real engagement, he did. However, I wanted to marry the guy so badly, I asked him many times before. He always turned me down and said it was his job. I was performing with my jazz group on the DeJong Concert Hall stage on Sadie Hawkins day (Feb. 29th) and was introducing our next song when the thought crossed my mind that I could ask him right then from the stage (he was in the audience). It would be totally legal on that day, right? But I chickened out and I thought he would never forgive me for putting him on the spot like that.


WHO WEARS THE PANTS?
I think we are a great balance. He lets me when those things are important to me and I let him when it is important to him.


WHY DO YOU LOVE HIM?
First off, how could I not?!? The guy is just so dang cute! Seriously though, he is so good to me and our family. Last Valentine's day I gave him a box filled with many of the reasons I love him. I won't subject anyone other than him to that long list. But I will say that I love him because he is kind, spiritual, humble, always thinks of others, fun to be around, a great dad, a wonderful provider, encourages me to have me time, and a really good kisser. :) I am still trying to figure out how I talked him into marrying me, but I am so glad that I did. Ken is one of my biggest heroes. I wish I could be the perfect wife for him, I fall short in so many ways, but I look forward to just keep working on it. I love you babe!

What do I post on now?

Now that Governor Romney has suspended his campaign, I will probably (hopefully) not be spending quite as much time reading political articles and blogs. So I look forward to keeping caught up with all my friends' blogs. I found a fun quiz on Amy's that I was excited about taking, especially since I have lived all over and I am not really from anywhere. Here are the results...

Your Linguistic Profile:

60% General American English 15% Upper Midwestern 10% Dixie 10% Yankee 0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Thank you...

First off to Governor Mitt Romney. I am inspired by him and really appreciate him putting it on the line. The suspension of his campaign leaves me totally heartsick. However, my understanding is that he retains control of his delegates. I for one, still plan on voting for him next week at the county assembly unless I hear otherwise from the campaign. His speech at CPAC was inspirational. I hope you will have the opportunity to read it or watch it. Governor Romney is one very classy guy. He set himself up nicely for a run in 2012 and I can't wait to support him again.

http://www.realclearpolitics.com/articles/2008/02/romneys_withdrawal_speech.html

Secondly, to my dear friends who have called and emailed, thank you. Now we can all mourn together. :(

I needed a laugh today...

I have somewhat avoided the political scene today, only reading a handful of articles and blogs. This is the best thing I found. It totally put a smile on my face and boy did I need that!

100 bits of random about me...

Many of my friends have been writing a list of random things about themselves. And since this blog is also my journal, I thought it would be fun to try. I have no idea if I can actually get to 100, but here it goes...

1. I appear braver on the outside than I am on the inside.
2. I think Peyton is the cutest pigtail girl -- ever!
3. I have climbed Mt. Fuji twice.
4. I love listening to and watching thunderstorms.
5. I am a sympathy crier (when I see someone start crying, I end up joining them)
   
6. I can fit my fist in my mouth.
7. I have never had a speeding ticket.
   
8. I think my eyes are pretty.
9. I am able to cut Ken and Trevor's hair.
10. I LOVE to travel...
11. but I am not very adventurous when it comes to trying new food.
12. I am continually amazed by my husband, especially when he plays the piano.
    
13. I have lived in 19 different homes.
14. I am good at keeping in touch with people.
15. I have never had a cavity or braces.
16. My biggest fear about getting my wisdom teeth pulled was that I would start singing show tunes while I was on the laughing gas.
17. I wanted to marry Ken so much, I proposed to him. (He turned me down though.)
18. I am good at folding laundry.
19. I love ballroom dancing.
20. I only applied to two colleges -- BYU and UNLV and got accepted to both.
    
21. I had a solo in almost every high school choir concert.
22. I love discussing church doctrine.
23. I have been "in love" four times.
24. I am enthusiastic.
25. I love to sleep.
26. I am a night owl.
27. I have chronic fatigue syndrome.
28. Put a good audio book and I could drive for hours and hours.
29. My sister and I are the same age for over 2 weeks each year.
30. I love others intensely.
31. I love kissing in the rain.
32. I have sensitive ears.
33. Other than a few basics, I am not that into jewelry.
34. I tend to look on the bright side.
35. Coffee is my favorite smell.
36. I am fiercely patriotic.
37. I think Ken just keeps getting hotter!
38. I am kinder to others than I am to myself.
    
39. I am so proud when I listen to Morgan read.
40. I have no self control when I am reading a good book.
41. I want to be a better photographer.
42. I played volleyball and basketball in high school.
43. I am rather addicted to scrapbook paper.
44. I still get nervous just about every time I sing a solo.
45. I have always been blessed with amazing friends.
46. Music speaks to my soul.
47. I loved going to school at BYU.
48. I enjoy helping others feel better about themselves.
49. I love to laugh!
50. I have a serious thing for guys with a great speaking voice.
51. I have dated a guy before where my main attraction to him was his speaking voice.
52. I wish my hand/eye coordination was better.
53. I totally need down/me time!
54. I have discovered that I really like politics.
55. I can be opinionated.
56. I am passionate about things and people that are important to me.
57. I love hearing from old friends.
58. I really, really like kissing.
59. I have such admiration for people that always want to do what is right.
60. I wish I were more patient, but apparently not enough that I actually work at it.
61. I am a "meat and potatoes" kind of gal.
62. I have never broken a bone.
63. I loved being a "military brat."
64. I have been truly broken-hearted.
65. I think it would be fun to be a professional organizer.
66. I am an awesome Guesstures player.
67. I usually like just about everyone.
68. I wish I could type faster.
69. I am the person to call if you ever want an "appropriate reaction."
70. I don't mind being a homebody.
71. My favorite singer is Ella Fitzgerald.
    
72. I slept with a stuffed sheep named after an old boyfriend throughout most of high school.
73. My favorite sound is hearing my children sing.
74. I need to get better at doing the basics of the gospel.
75. I spend too much time thinking about "what ifs."
76. The best part of the day is getting into bed with Ken and sharing some pillow talk.
77. I like to make "good time" on a trip.
78. I think the funniest thing I have have heard was when Morgan asked me, "did Grandma play that funky music?" (My great-grandmother died just a few days after Peyton was born. We traveled out to Utah for the funeral and the trip had quite a big impact on Morgan. Several months later, we were all singing Play That Funky Music. You know the part, "lay down and boogie and play that funky music 'til you die," well Morgan took that idea pretty literally.)
79. I love that my kids know and sing show tunes. :)
80. I prefer pepsi to coke.
81. I hate it when people use improper grammar, especially when they use the wrong tense of a word.
82. I really, really, really hate seafood, but I wish I liked it because it sounds so grownup.
83. I love going out to eat.
84. I have a theory that the land of milk and honey mentioned in the Bible is actually Costco.
85. I wish I had better taste in clothes and what looks good on me.
86. I don't really like sharing my food.
87. In 7th grade a boy named Ben always teased me about my lips and it made me very self-conscious about them. (I got over it though and now I like my lips.)
88. My biggest fear is that I won't be good enough.
89. I love nuzzling Ken's neck and smelling him.
90. I like movies and TV far too much.
91. My inner dialog is not very helpful at times.
92. I love hanging out with my family -- my parents, siblings, aunts and uncles, and cousins.
93. I think/hope I am easy to talk to.
94. I don't get offended very easily.
95. The first real concert that I went to was a Manhattan Transfer concert with my friend Carlos. I think we were the only people there under 40.
96. I recommend that every singer/choir director marries their accompanist.
97. I have a hard time keeping all the household papers under control.
98. My favorite song is Someone to Watch Over Me.
99. I spend far too much time on the computer.
100. I have a very strong testimony that Jesus Christ is my Savior.
     

Not so Super Tuesday...

It is really late and I still need to absorb all that happened tonight, but I thought I would just say a sentence or two about the republican race. First off, I am so pleased with the voter turnout all over the country. There seem to be record turnout everywhere and whatever the outcome of the races, that is great news for all of us. We are so blessed to live in this country and be allowed the privilege of voting.

I am disappointed in the results for Mitt. The polls looked like California was going to go his way. We will have to see what happens. In any case, I still believe he is by far the best man for the job. He represents was I think a republican should; strong military, strong economy, and strong family. I will continue to do all I can to support him and his bid for the White House.

Colorado Caucus...

I am just coming down off of the adrenaline rush. We had our caucus at Legacy Elementary we got there about 6:45 and the gym was totally packed! It seemed pretty obvious that they were not expecting that kind of turnout. In fact, they had to open up other areas so we could spread out. We had 59 people come out for our precinct, compared to 5 in 2000. The party officials were really enthusiastic about so many people coming to caucus and many for the first time.

So we called our precinct to order and the first order of business was to elect a caucus/precinct chairperson. Someone yelled out my name, there was a quick vote, and the next thing I knew I was standing on a chair running the meeting. We also elected Brenda to be our secretary and she did an awesome job. We took our straw poll and the results were (drumroll please) ...... Romney 49, Huckabee 4, Paul 3, and McCain 3.

We then had to elect 5 delegates and 5 alternates -- now this is what I wanted to have people vote for me for. All of our delegates and alternates are Romney's supporters and we continue on to the county assembly on February 16. I am looking forward to that. It is so cool getting involved with the grassroots effort!

We carried out the business of the rest of the meeting and called it a night. Brenda and I stayed and continued to fill out the paperwork. I turned in all the papers and met with our district leader, John. I am really excited that I will have a role, very small of course, in the republican party in our county and state. I have to say that I really like this politics thing and I love being involved in our community. I am grateful this opportunity.

As a side note, there was a photographer at our caucus. Because we were one of the biggest precincts and we got to business quickly, I presume, he took a lot of pictures of our group and several of me up on that chair. He asked my name a little later. After we were done with all the proceedings I asked him what paper he was a reporter for. I assumed it was the Daily times Call, our local paper. I was surprised to learn that he worked for the AP and we had a great discussion. So keep your eye out for stories and pictures out of Colorado, you just may see yours truly. :)

An email...

I got a great email from my brother-in-law where he asked some thought provoking questions. I responded and asked if I could post his email and my response because I thought it was interesting. Maybe you will too...

Family,

Don't let the subject line scare you, I'm not going to get nasty or personal in this email. And by no means am I trying to "convert" anyone here.

But in watching both the Republican & Democratic debates this week, some fundamental questions bubbled up within me (scary imagery, I know!). Since we've had some relative "success" at debating politics over email, and since discussing the big issues with all of you has helped me narrow in on who I'm going to eventually vote for, I thought I would put my thoughts down to get your feedback.

So here it goes....Dems first:

1) HEALTH CARE: Both remaining Dem candidates were pushing health care for all. The phrase "mandatory" came up a lot. And so did "subsidies". But I think the most important point both Obama and Clinton were trying to drive home is that everyone in this country should have affordable health care. I couldn't agree more. What I don't understand are the following 3 points:

a) if the Dems are so "for" helping everyone when it comes to health care, how can they also stand for pro-choice? Who's standing up for

the health care rights, let alone the right to life of the unborn? Are the Dems just "for" helping those who are born?

b) How do you "force" everyone in a "democratic" society to sign up for health care? What if some people don't want it?

c) Subsidies is just another word for taxes. How can they claim they will help the working class if they increase taxes or decrease tax cuts

to the companies that are now providing health care at a fraction of the actual cost to their employees? Higher taxes is obviously a bad

thing for most people. And if business's tax cuts are reduced, they will inevitably pass on the higher cost to their employees in

the form of higher health insurance premiums. So higher taxes and higher health insurance premiums is helping who?

2) ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION: It sounded as though Obama is in favor of granting illegal immigrants drivers licences. Is this true?

a) If it is true, wouldn't that take away some motivation of those that came here legally and just increase the illegal immigration flow?

b) WHOOHOOO! Sneak into America illegally and you'll get a driver's licence, a job, free health care, etc. What's next, a free car too?

This is where I see the Dems being totally hypocritical. On illegal immigration they say, "let's take care of those less fortunate immigrants

by giving them all of these benefits that most Americans work very hard to achieve. And yet in the same debate they "demand" that we

leave the Iraqi people without protection (i.e. withdraw our troops) to solve their "own problems". Which is it? Is America a welfare,

socialist state that protects all those who can't fight for themselves or not?

c) Hillary mentioned that if they were granted licenses, then their backgrounds would be checked for criminal activity. Now if I was a

criminal, would I voluntarily go down to the MVD and get a license knowing full well that they would run a background check and

potentially deport me? I don't think so....

3) UNIFYING THE COUNTRY: Obama is big on this. He is also big on forgetting the past and moving on to the future. Yet both he and Hillary vehemently state that they will change, undue, etc many of the bills the Republicans have passed in the last 8 years. I might also add that these bills passed by majority votes in both houses, which at last check had both Dems and Repubs. They allude to the fact that the Republicans have "screwed up" the country. Hmmm. That doesn't sound very "unifying" to me. Sounds like they want to go back to the way things were before Bush. I also think the Dems are blowing a lot of the issues of this country WAY out of proportion. Does America have problems? Yes. Is the country as screwed up as they say it is? Hmmm. I don't think so. Do we all drive Mercedes and sip champagne every night? No, but we are all free to our opinions, free to move about, and have opportunities that make us the envy of the entire world. Seems to me we Americans are the most fortunate people on the planet.

Repubs:

1) PARTY UNITY: I understand that there are still 4 men bucking for the nomination here. But it seems as though a war is raging within the party itself. McCain/Guiliani and the "Progressives" on one side and Romney and the "Old Guard" on the other. Ron Paul is just out in space somewhere (but I thought he had a few good pts in the debate Wed. however). I know this happens every election, but this time seems more divided. When are they going to come together as a party to take on the Dems?

2) FOREIGN POLICY: This one has me turning over at night. Which is better: a good diplomat who could debate the pants off his rivals and sweet-talk them into anything; but has little respect in the world community for military experience? Or a quirky, much less personable character with tons of military experience who has been known to lose his temper? If I were Al-Queada, who would I fear more as President? Who would I respect more? Not thinking in American terms, but in Islamic terms, for example.

3) THE ECONOMY: How much influence does the US President truly have on the economy? Sure, the President appoints people to the Federal Reserve. And currently, the Fed is short 2 people. And he helps to pass laws. But the House and Senate are the legislatures who draft the bills and laws that the President eventually signs. Would it be more important to make sure we have Reps and Senators that understand the economy better? I have no doubts that among the remaining candidates (both Dems & Repubs) Mitt Romney is the MOST knowledgable when it comes to corporate financial matters. But wouldn't other candidates lean on members of their cabinet to make decisions?

Well, I think that's it from me for now. Please tell me what you think on these matters. I think I've gotten so fired up on this because I've been schooled and trained at work to be a problem solver, and several of these issues are genuine problems. I did want to specifically thank Carli, Steve, Erin, Nick and Dad for challenging me to think about different perspectives and in different lights. I think it's good to see both sides of the issues and then form your own opinion.

Keep the rubber side down (biker speak for Peace),

Brian

Brian,

I'll let the dems handle that side, but those are very good questions.

As far as the republican side, I'll put in my two cents for whatever it is worth.

1) Party unity: I honestly don't know if that can be achieved if McCain gets the nod. He has stuck it to conservatives too many times. I am all for working across the aisle and I totally believe that needs to happen for things to get done. The problem I have with McCain is his stance on the bills he put forth. It is great to reach out to independents and democrats, but at the cost of leaving behind the base and some of the core values of the party? That does not seem like a good way to build unity. Personally, I want to elect someone who represents what I think the republican party should stand for: smaller government, strong and smart military, strong families, and strong economy (and not wanting to "punish" business). In addition, I think that McCain is more of the "old guard." He has been in Washington for almost 30 years and seems to be the definition of an insider and part of the "good 'ole boys" club. Can he truly be an effective agent for change?

I actually like a lot of things that Ron Paul has to say. I agree with most of his domestic policy -- his foreign policy is what I can't understand in a post 9/11 world. If he ends up running third party and McCain is the R nom, I will probably vote Paul.

2) Foreign policy: I so appreciate McCain's service to our country! However, being a POW does not entitle him to the presidency. He was correct in the surge (but I don't think he should get all the credit as he claims). Where I get very concerned with his ability is in two major things. First off, he is famous for his bad temper and lack of even temperament. This is not someone I trust to be our main representative to the world. Secondly, I also question his ability to approach problems with a clear, level head and not with an emotional response. McCain has shown that has can be mean and vindictive with those that do not agree with him. Not exactly someone I would trust with nuke codes. I know he has an understanding of the danger of jihadism, but I have not heard from him any plan on how to deal with the philosophy and culture of that movement. Because of the nature of that dangerous enemy, a strong military alone won't solve the problem. I also question his wanting to shut down gitmo. It is craziness to offer terrorists access to our justice system and the rights that go with that. I also think it dangerous to say to say what he won't do. I think a president, in order to keep our country safe, needs to keep all options on the table.

My father, who also has a lot of military experience, also says he does not trust McCain in this regard. That has a lot of sway with me.

3) The economy: While I agree that the president does not have a direct influence, I do think that the president would have a great influence on the policies set forth to promote growth. With the emerging markets in Asia, there also need to be trade agreements that would level the playing field. I want a president who will understand all of the nuances. Watching McCain in the debates it is apparent he is fairly clueless on the economy (but he does have Greenspan's book). All he does is name drop. I agree that any president would need to lean on his cabinet and his advisors, but I think anyone who understands the practical application of economics (and can communicate those clearly) will be more successful. I think it is inadvisable to make out business to be the "bad guy" as McCain has repeatedly done. We need strong business in America!

Having a strong economy is a major key for accomplishing our goals of having a strong military and strong families! It is all intertwined. "It's the economy, stupid!"

I think that we are at a crossroads in America and that makes this election extremely important. I didn't answer everything in detail -- I can talk MUCH faster than I can type :) -- but I did try to hit some major points. In conclusion, let me give you my final pitch for Romney.

Mitt Romney is the man we need in the White House! He has an optimistic vision for our wonderful country. He has the talents and abilities that can create real change in Washington. I completely agree with him, "Washington is broken." I believe that government is bloated and it needs to be streamlined to work more efficiently to be serve us, the people. We need to lower taxes and cut spending and use our resources wisely and Mitt has a plan to do those things. We need to strengthen the military. A strong military is our best ally for peace. We need affordable health care for everyone in this country. For all the plans out there, he is the only one that has actually passed health care and got it done in Massachusetts. It is not perfect, but I appreciate that it uses free market principals and has people take personal responsibility. He has a strong, good family and would be a wonderful ambassador in the cause of strengthing families. Mitt is very intelligent and has a strong grasp of all the issues. You only have to watch the debates to realize this. I trust his motivation for running for president. He has all the money he could ever need and could totally take it easy. Instead he chose to turn around the Olympics (without pay) and govern as a conservative in a liberal state (again without pay). Now he feels it is duty to try and help our nation but using the skills that he has honed throughout all his years of experience. More than any other republican running, he has an optimistic vision for our wonderful country. He has a plan and I believe that he can change our country for the better! Vote Mitt in '08!!!

Check out my blog (later today) to see pictures and video from the Romney rally here in Denver yesterday.

Best to all,

Carli

The Romney Rally...

Yesterday I had the opportunity to attend a Rally for Mitt Romney. I went with Ken and several friends. We had a fantastic time. The place was absolutely packed and we were luck to find a place inside. The crowd had an amazing energy. Both Wayne Allard (CO senior senator) and Bob Beauprez were there and helped introduce Mitt. The speech Mitt gave was inspirational and made me realize more than ever that this is the man we need in the White House. I totally agree with his platform -- strong family, strong military, and strong economy. He did a great job tying in the economy into both the military and family. If we have a vibrant economy, we will be able to strengthen our military and be able to care better for our veterans. A strong economy can strengthen families by creating good jobs and stability. Health care ties in with that as well. There is no reason that we shouldn't have affordable health care and Mitt has actually passed health care! I couldn't agree more, Washington is broken and Mitt Romney has the skills we need to fix it. I was so glad we had the opportunity go go hear him speak and enjoy the energy that was there.

It was also thrill to shake Mitt's hand. I think everyone in our group got to shake his hand and say something to him. I didn't get the best picture with him, but I'm glad that I finally got one. I also got my picture with Senator Allard. We also saw many local news celebrities. Another fun thing was seeing campaign Carl Cameron. He brushed right past me. when I yelled out to him, he turned around and smiled and waved at me. (I would like him a little better if he didn't slant toward McCain so much.)

Here is a link to watch the rally. http://www.9news.com/news/article.aspx?storyid=85617

So I hope you like the pictures and videos...

Brandie and Jason, Kris, Erica and Jamey, and Ken

Me with Senator Allard

Trying to get motivated...

Last January Ken and I got really motivated to lose some weight. We both did well. Ken lost 20 pounds and I lost 25 pounds. However, somewhere around early June we ran out of steam. We both gained back a little over the next 6 months, but not too bad.

This January we thought we would give it another shot. I am having a difficult time getting motivated when I am hoping to get pregnant soon. But I thought I might as well work on it while I can. We just finished the first week of phase one of the South Beach Diet. We both lost 5 and a half pounds. Not too shabby, says I. I am now lower than my low of last year. In fact, I am at my lowest for the last about 4 years. Now I just have to keep it up. I know it will be a long process to get down to where I really want to be (Ken will be there in a few weeks -- ugh!) but I just need to keep heading in the right direction. That is the goal, for now.

Now I just need to find time to work out. Any tips from you busy moms on how to find the time?

Debate tonight...

...on CNN at 6:00 (my time). Should be interesting. Make sure you tune in.

I am bummed...

Well, last night was tough. A big blow to the conservative movement. I pray (literally) that Mitt can rally and that conservatives will rally around him. His message is right on about changing Washington. We need him in the White House!

One thing this election has made me realize is how conservative I am. I always knew I was pretty socially conservative, but now I am beginning to understand the genius of Reagan -- strong family, strong military, and strong economy.

For those of you in the Denver area, Mitt is having a rally on Friday. It is at 2:00 down in Aurora. It will be incredible to see and hear him in person. Let me know if you want more information. I am sure we will also have a couple cars from this area going down, if you would like to carpool.

Mitt in '08!!!! (more than ever)

President Hinckley

My eyes are red and tender from crying. We found out about an hour ago that our beloved President Gordon B. Hinckley passed away this evening. I love him so very much and I will miss his wisdom, testimony, and humor. I thank him for all he has taught me. How blessed we have been to have this dear man as our prophet. I have a strong testimony that President Hinckley was called by God to lead His church on the earth. I sustained him as a prophet, seer, and revelator. I will miss him but rejoice that he is now reunited with the love of his life, Marjorie. God be with you until we meet again...

Not quite as bloody as I thought it would be...

Almost done with my second time through tonight's MSNBC Florida debate. First off, Mitt hit it out of the park. When even the liberal pundits talk about how good he was, you have to realize he was superb! He had a great balance of some fantastic sound bites ("General Hillary," "Can't imagine Bill back in the White House with nothing to do...") with detailed policy. He answered the questions clearly and really sold his message. On the economy he was amazing, as I would expect him to be. His prowess in that area contrasted significantly to McCain's lack of knowledge on the subject -- he totally looked lost at some points.

I was really impressed with Mitt. I was somewhat surprised that the other candidates didn't take him on more. Apparently Brian Williams and Tim Russert also wanted a little more blood and then asked Mitt three questions in a row (spending his own money in his campaign, the "Mormon question," and taking on Bill and Hillary in the fall). Seriously, look up the transcript or watch it on on youtube.

The winners (and losers) as I see it...
1. Mitt
2. Rudy
3. Ron Paul
4. McCain
5. Huckabee (this guy talks more and says less than anyone I can think of!)

Florida is in just a few days. It has got to be "go big or go home" time!

It's official...

Fred's out.

Maybe Ken is right...

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I'll say it again. It takes a lot of time to be informed. That is the case in both politics and keeping up with my wonderful blogging friends and family.

Something other than politics...

I had a friend wonder if I was going to write about anything other than politics. I guess I am pretty focused on the presidential race. I believe this is such an important election that I spend a lot of time on the computer reading everything I can get my hands on. As I tell Ken, when he mentions my "addiction," it takes a lot of time to be informed. :)

In any case, I am still doing many things other than sitting here in front of the computer. Besides teaching 20 voice students I am still taking lessons myself. I am really enjoying that and having so much fun discovering my voice. I had been wandering in that area for a long time (12 years or so). Mary Ann is a wonderful teacher and I am so grateful for her help and feedback. I feel I am making progress. I hope it will get me closer to my plan of getting back on the stage when my kids are a bit older.

My last lesson I got the chance to do several songs from Wicked. I have been working on "The Wizard and I" for a few months. I am almost there and getting to the polishing point. My mix is coming much easier and I am starting to feel more comfortable on the piece. I am now starting to work on "Defying Gravity." To be honest, that song is pretty scary to me, but Mary Ann thinks my voice will be great in that song. I'll keep you updated on how it is going...

I also had the chance to do my favorite song from Wicked, "I'm Not That Girl." This was the first time I got to do it for my lesson. When I first started the song I was "channeling" (as Mary Ann said) that sweet voice used in the recording. She then helped me get more connected and sing with my full voice, nice and easy, but still connected down to my chest. Here is a link so you can listen to that part of my lesson. (I'm sorry I have not figured out how to get it into an audio player. I will continue to work on that.)

http://www.mediafire.com/?czysvjyn4tj

I totally love this song! I know exactly how Elphaba feels here. I mean, what girl doesn't know what it feels like to have the boy she loves, choose someone else? I remember what that feels like and it is so easy to let that emotion show through while I sing it. It breaks my heart and I can totally connect with that emotion. It is not a showstopper like some of the other songs in the show, but it is my favorite.

Exciting weekend...

Saturday was a great day! Romney was able to win the Nevada caucus with a stunning 51% of the vote. Can you say landslide? I am hearing a lot of spin from the MSM that his win, that includes more delegates that South Carolina, does not count as much as McCain's win in SC. I don't really get that. They keep saying it was uncontested. Bologna! McCain is from right next door. I take it as the sign of a smart campaign that would go where the delegates are. This contest is unlike any that we have seen. It is really looking like it is coming down to a battle for delegates. Romney went for the delegates, plain and simple. I say smart move! (Thank you to my Nevada friends and relatives that went to caucus and supported Romney. Hopefully, my reminder email helped you get out and vote.)

With the results in South Carolina, I think this will be a very interesting week for conservatives. I think Huckabee and Thompson are bleeding. Huck has shown that he can not expand his base beyond evangelicals. I think he is done, other than trying to hurt Romney as much as possible so he can vie for a VP spot. I would be very surprised if Thompson stays in the race too much longer. I would not be surprised at all (though slightly disappointed) if he endorses his good old buddy McCain. In fact, some quotes from people within his campaign seem to be offering him as a good VP choice. I believe and hope that many of Fred's supporters will become Romney supporters. Both Mitt and Fred are good conservatives and I think their base have a lot of overlapping issues. It would be a good fit for them. In any case, I think there will be movement among conservatives to begin rallying to Mitt. And seriously, with the economy the way it is, is there anyone better than Mitt to take the helm?!?

I am hopeful for Florida. The Rasmussen poll that came out today had Mitt in the lead by 5 points. I think it will be an exciting battle! I am very much looking forward the debate on Thursday night. Go Mitt!!!

Updated numbers...

Race At A Glance

Total Primary Votes:	Romney	McCain	Huckabee	Giuliani	Thompson
Iowa	29,494	15,559	40,841	4,097	15,904
New Hampshire	75,202	88,447	26,760	20,387	2,884
Michigan	337,847	257,251	139,699	24,706	32,135
Nevada	22,649	5,651	3,521	1,910	3,521
S. Carolina	64,970	143,224	128,908	9,112	67,897
Total	530,162	510,132	339,824	59,312	103,553
Total Delegates:	59	32	38	1	4

My Haircut...

Nothing like a haircut to make you feel fresh and spiffy. I keep cutting off more hair. I usually try to keep my hair longer in the winter to cover my neck and ears (I have very sensitive ears) but this time I thought I would step outside the box. I went to Erica this week and told her to fix me. Of course, she always fixes it better than I ever could, but I thought I would let you see how my "20's bob" turned out.

The sweet taste of VICTORY!

Last night I stayed up watching the news until the results of Michigan's primary was 100% in. Mitt won with a very convincing 39% of the vote. What else was interesting to note was the results of the exit polls. He won in almost every area, even beating Huckabee among Evangelical voters! Check out the exit poll numbers at www.cnn.com/ELECTION/2008/primaries/results/epolls/#MIREP

I love that he has "found his voice" and is again focusing on the idea that Washington is broken and he is the man with the skill set and integrity to fix it. This is the part of his candidacy that I find the most exciting! He has shown over and over that he can take on tough problems and turn them around -- many businesses, the Olympics, and Massachusetts. There is no one in the race that is even close to his credentials. I hope he rides this message all the way to the White House. He is making many promises, but he kept all 100 he made in Massachusetts and I think he will do the same when he gets his hands on Washington. (The idea that a Washington insider and lifelong politician can bring about real and meaningful change is laughable -- that means you McCain!)

Now on to South Carolina and Nevada! My Nevada relatives and friends be warned. I will be contacting you to make sure you are going to caucus on Saturday for the best candidate, Mitt Romney, of course!

A few numbers taken from Hugh Hewitt's site:

Race At A Glance

Total Primary Votes:	Romney	McCain	Huckabee	Giuliani	Thompson
Iowa	29,494	15,559	40,841	4,097	15,904
New Hampshire	75,202	88,447	26,760	20,387	2,884
Michigan	337,847	257,251	139,699	24,706	32,135
Total	442,543	361,257	207,300	49,190	50,923
Total Delegates:	52	15	22	1	6

They have called it!!

Woo hoo!!! Romney is now expected to take Michigan! I will have updates with all the numbers as they come in!

The big question...

How many democrats and independents will come and vote in the republican primary today in Michigan? That totally does not make sense to me. Sadly, it could be the difference between a victory for Mitt and a close second to McCain. That has got to be difficult to poll. We'll begin to see in just under 4 hours.

Go Mitt!

Pretty cool...

I just found out that the Interfaith Choir concert was recorded. The quality is not perfect and there is some distortion, but it is great to hear what we were able to do. It would have been nice to have a few more rehearsals to really polish our numbers, but I think we did a good job with the few rehearsals we did have. Hopefully you will like what we were able to do.

Away in a Manger
http://www.mediafire.com/?cj5ortmxdm0

Good Christians All, Rejoice
http://www.mediafire.com/?3f5ne9grmpm

This is the Christ
http://www.mediafire.com/?cdztkluz1a9

Silent Night (the big group number)
http://www.mediafire.com/?01gyzmoucd4

Wrong again...

To be honest, I am pretty upset. I thought/hoped Romney would pull it out. The polls for him were on the rise and I think he could have won if there had a few more days. I think the independents swung for McCain (who could not have had a drier and more boring winners speech!) rather than Obama. Oh well. On to Michigan.

On the bright side, regardless of who is on top, I am excited for the numbers of people getting involved. There are people voting and going to caucus that have never done so before. I can't help but think that is a victory in and of itself.

I will be confident that as more hear Romney's record and learn about his stance on the positions that more people will want to support him because he is the most qualified person to be our president.

You can take this with a grain of salt...

But Mitt was a rock star tonight! He totally rocked tonight's debate. There was more substance from all the candidates, but Mitt blew everyone away with his depth of the issues. I totally agree that Washington is broken and someone that has a record of turning things around is just the one to do fix it. I also like how he calmed down a bit, spoke a little slower, and really did a great job communicating his ideas and why he is in the race. I love it! What a great performance!

P.S. I sure hope that Luntz's focus group is right on. (Although only 3 people were supporting Mitt at the beginning of the debate, an overwhelming majority said they were supporting him after the debate.) I hope enough New Hampshire voters were watching!

winners and losers...

Last night's debate was, so far, the best one by far. Here's how I saw it:

Mitt won: He, far and away, had the most substance. He was the most well versed in policy and specifics. The guy is so incredibly smart. That being said, he did get beat up a bit, but other than getting a bit flustered, he stuck to his message. He stuck to policy and differences in record. He certainly took the high road and did not attack back personally.

Fred won: Okay, I know I gave him a hard time at first, but he has become my number two. He stands for conservative principles and can be charming. I wish he could be a little more dynamic.

Rudy: he did fine, except what is this "they can pay a fine and it is not amnesty." In my definition, if an illegal immigrant can stay here indefinitely, it is amnesty.

Ron Paul: I wish the guy weren't so nuts, because he sometimes has some good ideas.

Huckabee lost: He disappeared for long stretches of the debate and when he did speak he was long on feel good rhetoric and short on substance. Other than his childish barbs, he was essentially a non factor.

McCain lost: I was really disappointed in him. I have been trying to look for his good side, but it is getting harder to see. He came off as a mean, bully picking on the smartest guy in school. (Hint: don't chortle at your own jokes.) Other than foreign policy, his substance is very lacking and I cannot trust a word that comes out of his mouth. And seriously, if he calls me "his friend" one more time, I am going to vomit!

I get frustrated with everyone climbing on the "Mitt is a flip-flopper" train. At some point in the debate everyone (except Ron Paul) made a crack at his expense. That is where everyone is on thin ice. Everyone on that stage has made changes in their tune. Huckabee was talking during the debate how you can shift your policies. McCain was saying he has learned from his mistake on illegal immigration and that now he thinks about it differently -- how so, I cannot tell. The point is, they are all pots too and should stop calling the kettle black, it just might come back to bite them.

I am really looking forward to tonight's debate. Fox news channel. 6:00 -- my time.

Saturday mornings...

I love Saturday mornings. Sometimes the kids let us sleep in a little. That in and of itself is fantastic, but then a little later comes the best part. Ken sits down and starts to play the piano. This is when I know it is Saturday morning. Sometimes he plays while I am lazily - and very slowly - getting out of bed. Sometimes it is after we have had breakfast and he plays while I am cleaning up. Sometimes I go in and just watch and listen to him play. Sometimes the kids come in and dance while he plays. Sometimes it is just us. I also love that I can make requests!

I am always amazed how strong and agile his hands are. Not only are the notes beautiful, but more importantly the music that comes out of his soul is so meaningful. I think I really SEE him when I listen to him play. It really is incredible. One thing that I always do, is reflect how gifted and extraordinary he is. I am so lucky I am that he chose me and that I get to hear the Saturday morning recitals.

It was a rough night...

I can't pretend that I am not disappointed by last night's Iowa caucus results. It was a hard night and Mitt is down, but not out. I think the thing that I am most upset about is how so many people would choose style over substance, one-liners over policy. They fell victim to the classic ploy; "I'm one of you, I feel your pain, and oh, I play in a band." I take some comfort in the fact that Huckabee's record will be shouted from the rooftops. How he substantially increased spending and taxes, made many questionable pardons, was weak on illegal immigration, and had many ethical problems while in the governor's triple wide. He is a smart and slick politician, but I hope people start to see through his nice-guy persona.

Governor Romney has the substance needed in the white house. I want someone who will cut spending and lower taxes. I want someone who has the ability and skills to streamline government to make it work better for us, the people. I want someone who has a common sense approach to illegal immigration and stop the magnets that encourage people to come here illegally. I want someone that has an good understanding of foreign policy (and knows where Pakistan is on the map). I want someone who is conservative socially AND economically. I completely maintain that Governor Mitt Romney is that man and I will continue supporting his effort and presidential bid!

On to Wyoming, the Sunday debate, and New Hampshire.

I will continue working hard here with the grassroots effort in Colorado. I am learning a lot and doing things outside my comfort zone. I am grateful I decided to take a chance and get involved. I want to make my voice heard.

That being said, I will exert my will-power and not sit here reading everything I could possibly find on the election. I am going to take my kids to the WOW Children's museum and do something FUN with my cute kiddos!

Big day...

Today is a big day. Let's hope the good people of Iowa get it right. I wish I could be there right now helping out, sadly I couldn't make it work. I am looking forward to attending a Colorado call night/returns party tonight. Maybe in some small way I can help the cause here in my state.

I thought Huckabee (or Schmuckabee, as I prefer to call him lately) did a nice job on Leno last night. As I have said before, he is a very likable, funny guy -- that is NOT a reason to vote for him to be leader of the free world. Between his record in Arkansas, his gaffes, and especially his ridiculous publicity stunts, I could never vote for him. A fiscal liberal in sheep's clothing.

Mitt Romney is the man to bring change to Washington! He has a proven record of turning tough situations around and governing as a conservative. Mitt Romney has my vote!

Mitt in '08!

Cyle's Commissioning...

In December we had the opportunity to go to Utah and be there for my little brother's commissioning as an officer in the Army. I am so proud of both of my brothers and their desire to serve their country.

We had such a blast staying with all the family that came to stay at cousin Beverly and Homer's beautiful home in Lindon. We all wanted to support Cyle; we made the trek from Colorado, my parents drove in from Oklahoma, my grandmother from Reno flew in, and "Aunt Bamma" and "Uncle Snort" and their family came up from Vegas. It was so great being all together!

The ceremony was in the brand new, BEAUTIFUL Hinckley Alumni building. There was a great speech by a retired General. My father was able to give Cyle the oath (the only one to do so from memory). Some of the best advice I heard was to the newly commissioned officers reminding them that no matter what rank them someday achieve, their wife outranks them by one. :) Love it!

Here are some pictures from the event...